(ooc: First, the trigger warning here - Natasha's past includes brainwashed assassins, and thus this post mentions a lot about that and death.
And secondly - Natasha's out for the week, yay nightmare funtimes. The nightmare portion is slightly backdated, as she had champagne at the party on the 1st. I've also added a part for the rest of September for after she wakes up if anyone would like to play with that instead.)

( You can't wake up, this is not a dream; you're part of a machine, you are not a human being )