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itinere2016-09-09 02:35 am
yessiriusly) wrote in itinere2016-09-09 02:35 am
Closed | Bo Adams | I don't know what I'm doing, but I know how to do it
This is getting easier.
In the beginning it was hard, because walking through that door meant that Sirius was giving up all hope that he would be able to see the friends that he had lost back in LA again. He had followed Derek to that world and that friendship had meant the most to him, because Derek was capable of pulling Sirius out of his darkness without even realizing it, and it felt like another loss. Another friend to become a memory. He's gone now, along with Lydia, and Mika... precious little Mika.
But Sirius isn't just thinking for himself anymore, he has his own little brat to take care of. Bo needs him, and if Sirius is quite honest with himself, he needs Bo. She makes him into something more than what he thinks himself capable of being, and his constant strive to be a good guardian for her almost makes Sirius like the man that he's become. Almost. It was either take the chance of never seeing his friends again, or take the chance of being separated from Bo and watching her get sent back to the world she came from. Bo comes first. Always.
He's in the kitchen early in the morning making breakfast, pancakes flipping themselves and eggs cracking themselves open in a bowl with a whisk ready to mix once they were all in. His eyes move to the time. "Where is she, I woke her up ten minutes ago," he mutters under his breath, and with a sigh Sirius wipes his hands clean of batter on a paper towel before flicking his wand to automate the cooking process in his absence. "Don't burn the eggs," he tells the skillet firmly, and the flame beneath it lessens as Sirius leaves the kitchen and starts to climb his way up the stairs to Bo's bedroom. He knocks when he reaches it.
"Excuse me, miss, I am not making a giant breakfast just for myself. If you're not awake I'm going to eat it all anyway and when I'm fat you're the one who's going to have to carry me around everywhere."
In the beginning it was hard, because walking through that door meant that Sirius was giving up all hope that he would be able to see the friends that he had lost back in LA again. He had followed Derek to that world and that friendship had meant the most to him, because Derek was capable of pulling Sirius out of his darkness without even realizing it, and it felt like another loss. Another friend to become a memory. He's gone now, along with Lydia, and Mika... precious little Mika.
But Sirius isn't just thinking for himself anymore, he has his own little brat to take care of. Bo needs him, and if Sirius is quite honest with himself, he needs Bo. She makes him into something more than what he thinks himself capable of being, and his constant strive to be a good guardian for her almost makes Sirius like the man that he's become. Almost. It was either take the chance of never seeing his friends again, or take the chance of being separated from Bo and watching her get sent back to the world she came from. Bo comes first. Always.
He's in the kitchen early in the morning making breakfast, pancakes flipping themselves and eggs cracking themselves open in a bowl with a whisk ready to mix once they were all in. His eyes move to the time. "Where is she, I woke her up ten minutes ago," he mutters under his breath, and with a sigh Sirius wipes his hands clean of batter on a paper towel before flicking his wand to automate the cooking process in his absence. "Don't burn the eggs," he tells the skillet firmly, and the flame beneath it lessens as Sirius leaves the kitchen and starts to climb his way up the stairs to Bo's bedroom. He knocks when he reaches it.
"Excuse me, miss, I am not making a giant breakfast just for myself. If you're not awake I'm going to eat it all anyway and when I'm fat you're the one who's going to have to carry me around everywhere."